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Name: Kayla
Location: Tyler, Texas, United States
Birthday: 1/9/1991
Gender: Female


Interests: penguins, orange, flavored condoms, Marlboros, Smirnoff, whipped cream, blood, chains, handcuffs, violence, sharp things, llamas, spikes, black, my converse, Blink-182, Slipknot, Staind, Bloodhound Gang, SOAD, The Used, Hawthorne Heights, Mudvayne, COF, Marilyn Manson, Motograter...


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Thursday, May 25, 2006

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Knight.

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Sunday, May 07, 2006

I'm through. End of story. I'm through with people. I'm through with all their drama, and all their stupid bullshit. I'm though letting my happiness depend on other people, and letting them dictate my emotions. People are volatile and two-faced. They have hidden agendas and they never tell the truth. They'll never say what they really want from you, only what they think you want to hear so they can get it from you. You can't trust anybody anymore. I'm not saying I'm perfect. I'm just as crazy and volatile as the rest. But, for the most part, I try to be honest. Which is something that everybody I know seems to have huge issues woth. They play with your emorions and fuck with your head. They'll screw you over just to see if they can. In this way, people are worse than animals. They are destroying themselves. We will be our own end. Therefore, I really don't give a flying fuck what any of you assholes think about me. You can go fuck yourself in the ass for all I care. I'm done with all of you sorry-ass fuckers. Screw you. I just hate that it took me so long to realize this. Now, I don't mean this to absolutely everybody. There are a few, and I mean a very seldom FEW, that are OK. That aren't self-centered ass-fucks. To those of you, thank you. You are a dying race.

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

Yay, big update...

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even though the photograph of
me & you doesn't go with the way things
are now, i still wish i was back in that
picture with you & in your arms <3

 

I was finally getting over you,
believing we were through
i even had crushes, other then you
i held my head up high, && said im
not gonna fall, but then you had
to go [[ smile ]] && ruin it all

 

&& she whispers into the mirror as she wipes

the running eyeliner from her eyes..

» i`m so stupid «

 

i wanted everything to stay the same
but feelings fade && people C H A N G E

 

& she`s just a stupid little
girl
with her hopes too high
& feelings much too strong
especially for a boy like him

 

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i really hope that this works out.
i've never had more faith in anyone.
i've never had more hope in anything.
please don't ruin that.
please don't let it die.

I’m pretty sure you want this

Too bad you can't handle it

 

you know you had a great time
when you can't tell your mom what you did <3

     

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!!! 

 

 

call me a slut ; call me a whore * call me whatever
i've heard it before. say that im fake. say that i lie.
say what you want ___ you wont see me cry. b/c
i kno none of that is true. but callin me all this shit
what does that make you ?

My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes,
as blue as oceans and as pure as skies.

 

People who don't know me
think I'm quiet; people that
do know me.. wish i was

darling dear get a grip     

    

girls have unique powers.
they get wet without water.
bleed without an injury.
and make boneless things get
hard

she may be confused about a lot of things, but one thing she knows is that she's happiest when she is with him

i love the way my fingers just fall into yours.
i love how your taste still lingers on my lips after that special goodnight kiss.
i love how whenever i go to call someone i automatically dial your number.
i love how you look at me with those gorgeous eyes and then you smile that sweet smile.
and i know right there, that you will always be mine.
i love how you hug me with the intention of never letting go.
i love you more than words could ever show.

you're not the cutest boy i've seen.
you're not the smartest of my friends.
i know people better than you at sports.
you could be in better shape if you tried.
these are only a few of your imperfections.
but the truth?
i'd rather have you over any perfect guy i meet
.

i act a lot smarter than i actually am.
i hate being ignored.
i cry.
i'm shy.
i can start a conversation with anyone.
i have enemies.
i can't sing.
i have horrible balance.
i laugh way too loud.
i can't look anyone in the eye.
many things just seem to get to me.
i'm not perfect.

Its only in your arms that I forget
all my troubles & I have complete happiness

     

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having the love of your life break up with you &

 tell you "we can still be friends," is like your

dog dying & your mom telling you "You could

still keep it,"

 

im not stupid, i just lack common sense.
                    im not a poser. i just like music
   im not miss popularity. i just have a lot of friends.
               i dont ignore u. i just dont give a shit.
                   im not a bitch. im just honest.
                  im not mean. i just have jokes

im not insecure. i just dont trust people

let'splaytruthordare©

    OR MAYBE JUST DARE, BECAUSE NO ONE 
  TELLS THE TRUTH ANYMORE
 
i'm a mess & my room usually is too i laugh
at the stupidest things and always say the'
wrong things at the wrong time i cry for no'
reason sometimes i get jealous easily
...i dont have it all together but...
i like it that way.
 
5,388 youths are arrested.
4,219 teenagers get a sexually transmitted disease.
3,610 teens are assulted. 80 are raped.
2,861 teens drop out of school.
1,377 teenagers become mothers.
1,106 teenage girls get an abortion.
1,000 adolescents begin drinking alcohol.
500 adolescents begin using drugs.
420 children are arrested for drug use.
6 teens commit suicide .. in
1 day
 
i wish i could explain
what i
see in your eyes..
how the
sound of your voice
gives me
butterflies*
and how the -brightness-
of your smile..makes my
heart skip a beat
and how a .kiss. from your lips..
makes me feel so
`---»complete
 
it's love, I know it's love. but I wish I could be better for you, I wish I could be what you deserve, perfection. you get angry that I'm so hard on myself, but you would be too. I mean how did I end up with something so wonderful, how did I get so lucky as to end up with you?

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

I'm through trying, Sick of crying, Myself to sleep at night, I'm just too tired to fight, The pain wells up inside of me, The voices just won't let me be, My eyes are blurry full of tears, As I try to ignore my fears, Deep inside I know this is right, It's over tonight

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 <---------- I made that one...

Ok, yeah so I finally updated...I know it's been a while, but life has been kinda weird for a while and I just haven't gotten around to it. It doesn't help that my computer is going all psycho on me. Thanks to all subscribers and for all the comments. Hopefully I'll update more later.


Monday, December 05, 2005

The sound of my own screaming,

Is keeping me awake,

Because the nights that I spend dreaming,

It's my own life I take,

I don't have the option of sleeping,

Unless I want to see,

Unless I want to wake weeping,

From an imminent prophecy...

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Sweet suicide,
Come to me tonight,
In the dark I hide,
Proving you were right,
I have no place here,
A place where im not wanted,
Now I'm leaving without fear,
In the end you'll be haunted,
By my faded memory,
You pushed me and I fell,
You did this to me,
I'll see you in hell.

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Yes I wrote them, and yes I know they suck.....but whatever...



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